.Socially Disoriented.

01-02-08

Why am I so tempted to delete all my old posts and start anew? o.o

Do you think it’s a good idea? =3

I want to blog more often. D: But but. On a fresh blog. o.o

Oh. Happy New Year minna! ^_^

Good news~

I have a future! I passed DLSU and Mapua. XD 3 more exam results. If I don’t pass UP, UST and ADMU then it’s alright~ I still have a future! =D

Hm.. About the posts deletion..what do you guys think? So it’ll be like..starting fresh, ne? =D

That’s all for now. Need to re-think. XD

Keep safe, minna!

xXalyXx

12-11-07

First of all, thanks for the birthday greets, minna! *huggles*

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HAHAHAHA.

I think I’ll never get tired of the phrase “I’m ALIVE!” until the day I REALLY stop blogging.

So ok. News flash!

I got my report card for the 2nd quarter and surprisingly…I…did well. o_o

Now seriously, I really did a lot of slacking off..I only do homeworks the moment I step foot in our room the morning after the hw was given…I immediately go to bed after school or watch tv or something…etc…XD

My average went up by 2.xx points. HAR. And what surprised me most was my Physics grade..it went up by 3. XD And my Computer subject..went up by 5 points. Lol. Although I hate programming in VB. D: Anyways.. Moving on…

Argh. I really think someone who has no idea about the PSP, not even the slightest idea, should not own a psp. More so, a slim one, at that. D: AND FENK. I meaaaaaaaaan. I know I, myself, is still a PSP noob..but at least I know how to upgrade my psp and what’s the reason for such. ;_; My friggin’ cousin doesn’t know the reason for upgrades and hacks and stuff…What’s worse..she doesn’t even know what the USB of the PSP is for! Omigad. D: Hmp. D: She doesn’t even go to school. She’s such a spoiled brat. D: She gets her way without working hard. D: I work hard if I want something from my parents. D: Like good grades and stuff. All she gives her parents are headaches…and for that, she gets a Pink PSP Slim with 2gb mem card and 2 UMDs. ;__; Hyuu. At least her psp can’t read her mem card anymore because of a psp falling accident. HARHAR. buti nga. >:E [meanie!XD]

Phew..after that rant..hmm..Omigad. I can’t believe I’m 16 already. D: I still tell people that I’m 15 unconsciously. I’m getting old. ;_; Plx no. D: oh well..One thing for sure..I’m going to miss high school. I know I hate it..but I soooooo love high school. Haha. You know the feeling.

Uh. Omg. it’s almost 10. I just blogged because teh Rei-nee ish telling me to blog over and over again. XDDD Lol. I pity my dust-accumulating blog. lolx. *dusts blog*

Anyhoo. Time for bed! Till…erm. next time? XDD I promise I’ll make a decent post the next time..? XD
Ja~

xXalyXx

10-22-07

I’m alive. Lol.

As always. What’s new?

Oh..but before that, please breathe a silent prayer for the souls of those who died tragically at the Glorietta bombing. May their souls find eternal peace in God’s hands and may the hearts of their loved ones be at ease.

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What’s up..again. XD Wellll…I took college entrance exams and I just want to say, thank you to Tori-nii for calling me up on the morning of my DLSUCET. Lol. I was shocked. (O_O <–shocked–) I was actually hesitant to pick up because you might have punched in the wrong number or something. Puahaha. Thank you, thank you for the call. XD

Anyways..I already took up UPCAT…then ACET…then DLSUCET, as I have mentioned. Next up is USTET and MICT..er..Mapua’s Test. Lol. Wish me luck that I pass all..XD At least I’ll have choices. XD

Moving on. XD

Sembreak’s fast approaching and I.can’t.wait.

Omigawd…I really need that one week to catch on my dramas and anime list. Lol. Not to mention gaming. =D But the most important thing is to catch up with my sleep. Ahh yes… How heavenly that would feel. I have deprived myself of quality time with…myself. Hah.

It’s our finals starting this Wed and I haven’t lifted my arse up to study. I am such a lazy head. o_o;; Well, at least I know I’m doing good in Physics, unlike last quarter. ^6^v

So much for trying to be err..unlazy? lololol. I just can’t let go of my laziness. D:

Hmm..what else is new with me?

Oh…I find some people very unfair and unreasonable..but that’s just me. Can’t expect people to be perfect. I, myself, am not. Why complain, diba naman? XD

Oh oh oh. Guys, please pray for me. And wish me luck…again. XD I applied for this certain program. I won’t spill it until I get the results. [So I won't be disappointed more. XD] yahahaha. Just pray for me.Ãœ I’d appreciate it..a LOT. I really want to get accepted! I do I do I do! So yeah. It involves Japan and all. =D So I’m reallllllyy psyched. =D Thanks for those who’ll wish me the best of luck. XDDDD Go go go aly. XDDDD [Pifff..how desperate? I am my own rah-rah girl. XD]

Hmmm..Oh. My pc is reborn. Reformatted already! At last.. *whines* XD Bye bye to my Kitaro-kun and hello to Yuriko-chan. o(n,n)o New pc personality. Luuulz. You can see how bored I am. [On the contrary, I have many stuff to do. XD]

Ok ok…I really need to sleep. XD I need the energy for my class tomorrow. I’m so lucky that there were only 3 teachers who came to our room today. XD I didn’t have to exert a lot of effort for listening attentively. [Lol. So sue meh..I slept at 3 am. XD]

For now..let me leave you with my random pic for the day! [Tentenenenenenennnnnn!]

That’s Yukito, our shih tzu, sleeping on my bed last night, curled up under my covers besides my stuffed pig, Choy Choy. =D So adorabllleeee..XD

Anyways! Good night! ^_^

xXalyXx

093007

I’m still alive! Mind you! >:E

It’s been a long time. PC’s screwed up. It can’t connect to the net. T_T;; Something happened and some programs were screwed. >:E

I hate it. Now I’m using my sis’ laptop. I finally got to surf the net after…what… two weeks? I suck.

What’s up with me?

Same old. Got my report card and hellll nooo. I got an 89 in English?!! I almost died. =_=;; I’m the top 4 in our class…boo. I could’ve done better…*sigh* I always say that but I can’t reach the better part. Again, I suck.

I’ve got one too many deadlines piled up and it’s all because I put them off. Again and again, I suck.

I didn’t get to enter the regionals for the Press Conference. The reason, again and again and again, is because I suck. Maybe writing really isn’t my thing.  But why??

I got an irritating cold because I kept on doing things that are prone to catching the cold. Again and again and again and agaiiiin. It’s because I suck.

Maaann. I want to write more things about how I suck but my back is aching…and that’s because I suck. *sigh* man..this is way too irritating. It’s so hard to be a fourth year student, gardemmit! :((

College will probably kill me then…

Oh well…time to go back to my English sCRAPbook. *sigh*

It’s nice to suck, [and not in the way you're thinking.]

xXalyXx

082007

Whoever said that I can’t resist not opening my pc is a liar. =3 Because I didn’t open my pc. My dad did. XDDD~ Lolz.

Anyways. 5-day vacation because of the flood and the holiday and etc. etc. Exams tomorrow. *_* And all I did for the past 4 days was like..sleep..eat..play..eat..sleep and so on and so forth. Oh, I did take a bath though. =P Lol. Yeeeeeeah. So I’m addicted to Drum Mania. For the love of all things good. XDDD Homg. My money’s like going down the drain. +___+;; But nevertheless, I know how to control myself…I think. *gulp* *checks wallet* @_@

So yeah. I’m cramming to the fullest now. 10 subjects in one day?! Holeh crap. XD So far, 3 subjects down and it’s 4:45 in the afternoon. So far so good? XD;

Erm. I’ll rely on my stock knowledge..if there’s any. Haha. Maaaan. I really suck. *_* Lots of things in my mind lately. Too bad those things does not involve school stuff. I’d be happy if they involved those. *_*

I’ve been bad too because I forgot to greet a certain someone. Nuuu~

*clings*

Belated Happy Beerday Shinichi-nii!!!!

T,..,T Gomen gomen. I was totally engrossed in baking a cake since that day was also my parents’ anniversary. Either way, the cake went unappreciated so yeah. I promise you that I’ll bake you one. XDDD;; Better than the cake Chocolate Kiss can offer. XD [Yeah right?! XD] Or if not, I’ll treat you nalang instead like what we talked about when you toured us in UP. XDDD So yeaahh.. Belateeedd and Good luck to the Licensure Exam thing.Ãœ You’re growing oooolllld. XD

In other news, erm. Play’s near and yet I still don’t know my blockings. Hyuuu. Anyone interested in watching? XDDD We need to sell the tickets. Har. Haha. Shameless plug. XD Play dates: Aug. 30, 31, Sept 1, 2. XD It’s not like people would want to watch me dance and act all gayish-mother thing. ._.;; Yeeeah. So whatever. XD Back to DotA err..FF8 erm..I mean cramming. =3 Ja~

xXalyXx

08-14-07

Intro ala potato`

I’ve been aching to post these past few days but everything I wanted to write went down the drain already. Lolz. So anyways.. I just want to post that I’m still alive. <3 And that Sir Jim Paredes placed his arm over my shoulders and that was way WAY cool!! WAHAHAHA. XD  Shall I post a pic or not? Errr..maybe not. XD I look goofy in the pic because I was so *squuuuuuueeeeeeeee*. I really love APO. <3 It was my second time watching them and they were still surprising. Love them so much. Kudos to one of the foundations of OPM.Ãœ

School

Well, school has been so-so. Been busy, as usual, with all the rehearsals, press con, projects, reviews, college entrance exams and etc etc. Ohh…I’m actually gonna fail Physics. Not because I’m stupid [well I am, on the contrary. :o] It’s because we didn’t get to pass the Chapter One of our Investigatory Project which has a crucial part on our grade. Not my fault! The one responsible for the printing etc etc. was always absent. Also the leader so yeaaaah. Well ok..I am also at fault since I wasn’t “responsible” enough to do it myself. *snorts* wutthefork. What else..Ah. I finally memorized my script in just one friggin’ day. We were in a rehearsal and I didn’t have any idea what the script was so I read it immediately and memorized it in a snap. Thank God for prompters. We also attended a workshop for the upcoming Press Con on September. I only got to attend one workshop that’s why I didn’t qualify for the top writers in the workshop. The first day, I was taking my UPCAT, which is a major headache, by the way. @_@ Oh well. That’s life.ö And ohh last last..I’m wondering if I should join CMLI in Baguio…but it costs like..5,700k or more..T_T But it’s worth the experience though. *sigh* lemme think about it…

Love

I LOVE YuKi SO MUCHHHH~<3

O.R.S. [Other Random Stuff. Lolz.]

I’m so addicted to this junk food..which is actually bad because I’ve been ignoring junk food for a loooooooooooooooong time already. Yes yes. It’s true. I only eat like…once or twice a month and take note~ in moderation. Lol. This junk food is Choco Chum and Loaded..both white choco flavor. So addicting. ARGH. But anyways..it’s not my problem anymore. I won’t waste my money for that because I’m saving up for my whole-day with Timezone. Wooo. So far I have 1k+. Lolz. I guess that’s more than enough…or is it? XD Heyyy..It’ll be my first time wasting my money over something useless to me. =3  Harhar.

Oh well..that’s that..I just can’t believe that Sir Jim was beside me. WOOOO. And and I’m also sud because I missed Japan Week at MoA because of rehearsals. Oh well.. It really sux to be me…Just like my friend Teri [SPIDER!] said to me.. “Ang pinakamasakit na gagawin mo sa sarili mo eh ang mawalan ng oras para sa sarili.” How true spider. Nyar. Oh..If you watched The Simpsons..He’s spider, I’m pig. Lolz. XD Yeyeye~

Harghsh. Time for whatever work that isn’t supposed to be mine. Harghsh.

OHHHHHHH wait. Random stuff again. I LOST!! RAR. I was playing DotA a while ago and I lost because of the lag. WTF. I was gonna kill Tidehunter already when suddenly..*POOF* it became Koko Krunch! the screen stopped and there was a major lag and I was pwned. Sux. I’ll do better next time we play! Watch out. >:E

xXalyXx

Ok ok..stole this from Chir’s survey/meme blog. Thanks. =*

Start:

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If you go over 40, you’re a bad influence. If you go under 10, chances are you live under a rock and have no life… even more harsh. Total the number of things in each list you’ve done.No need to say which ones. If people really want to know they will message you.

1. smoked
2. consumed alcohol
3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
5. kissed someone of the same sex
6. had sex
7. had someone in your room other than family
8. watched porn
9. bought porn
10. done drugs

TOTAL ~>> 4. =P

1. taken painkillers
2. taken someone else’s prescription medicine.
3. lied to your parents.
4. lied to a friend.
5. snuck out of the house.
6. done something illegal.
7. cut yourself.
8. hurt someone.
9. wished someone to die.
10. seen someone die.

TOTAL ~>> 7. uh. wahaha.

1. missed curfew.
2. stayed out all night.
3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.
4. been to a therapist.
5. been to rehab.
6. dyed your hair.
7. received a ticket.
8. been in an accident.
9. been to a club.
10. been to a bar.

TOTAL ~>> 4. So far..not good. XD

1. been to a wild party.
2. seen the Mardi Gras.
3. drank more than four beers in anight.
4. had a spring break in Florida.
5. sniffed anything.
6. wore black nail polish.
7. wore arm bands.
8. wore t-shirts with band names.
9. listened to rap.
10. owned a 50 Cent CD.

TOTAL ~>> 4. o_o;;

1. dressed Gothic.
2. dressed prep.
3. dressed punk.
4. dressed grunge.
5. stole something.
6. been too drunk to remember anything.
7. blacked out.
8. fainted.
9. had a crush on a neighbor.

TOTAL ~>> 2. swt. erm..better than 4 eh? XD

1. snuck into someone else’s room.
2. had a crush on your friend.
3. been to a concert.
4. dry-humped someone.
5. been called a cunt.
6. called someone a cunt.
7. installed speakers in your car.
8. broken a mirror.
9. showered at someone of the opposites sex’s house.
10. brushed your teeth with someone elses toothbrush

TOTAL ~>> 5. One of them was by accident. x_x

1. consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
2. seen an R-rated movie in theater.
3. cruised the mall.
4. skipped school.
5. had surgery.
6. had an injury.
7. gone to court.
8. walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.
9. caught something on fire.
10. lied about your age.

TOTAL ~>> 4. Uhmmmm.. XD

1. owned/rented an apartment.
2. broke the law in the police’s presence.
3. made out with someone who had a gf/bf.
4. got in trouble with the police.
5. talked to a stranger.
6. hugged a stranger.
7. kissed a stranger.
8. rode in the car with a stranger.
9. been harassed.
10. been verbally harassed.

TOTAL ~>> 3. Whew. XD

1. met face-to-face with someone you met online.
2. stayed online for 5 hours straight.
3. talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
4. watched TV for 5 hours straight.
5. been to a fair.
6. been called a bad influence.
7. drink and drive.
8. prank-called someone.
9. laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.
10. cheated on a test.

Total ~>> 8. Whoa. XD

Grand Total ~>> 41. LOL. I’m a veeeeeeeery bad influence. Muahaha. I’d gladly be your friend. >=D

-If You Have Less Then 10.. write [Im A Goody Good]
-If You Have More Than 10.. write [im still a goody good]
-If You Have more Than 20 ..write [im average]
-If You Have More Than 30.. write [im a bad kid]
-If You have more than 40.. write [im a very bad infuence]
-If You Have 50…. write ..[wow.. im the worst possible person ever]

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That’s that. LOL. XD phew…head aches because of that mock test and all that DotA. Time for rest(?). Or maybe not. Puahahaha. XD

xXalyXx

08-03-07

Har. Just a quick post..will post again later..maybe twice or thrice..depends if my blogging mood doesn’t go away. =P

I’ve been waiting for my gg client download to finish. Muahaha. Playing DoTA again. Har. I’m reunited with my Lina again. *hartz* I do miss playing DoTA. My last game was last year. Harrrr. XD Anyways…

*shakes Smart Bro* You and your faggin’ connection!!! *curses*

What else what else..Ooooh. Yeah. My brain effin’ hurts. XD Had a dry-run of some sort for UPCAT. Yes yes..My UPCAT’s on Sunday. Nuuuu. I so sak. My stock knowledge has become my “stuck” knowledge. Muahaha. I hate studying so sue meh! >:E

Hmm..what else..[checks download..harrrr..37%?! faggin' connection! harrr!] erm..I can’t wait to play Drum Mania..nuuuu.. I’m gonna spend one whole day in timezone some time. I don’t know when but I SWEAR. I want to spend at least one day there. Lol. Of course with my friends. [Free-loader! XD] Hmm..I still haven’t memorized my script for the August play..we have less than 30 days before the show. LOL. Erm..I know I know…we have so many activities that I can’t make time for memorization. [Checks download..87%..faggin' download hurry up! >:E] Oh..and at last..I’m gonna enter a journalism contest..after all these yeaaaarsss…Last year, there was a conflict in my sched so I didn’t get to join. But the problem this year is…they’re making me enter the Filipino Category. They’re making the Literary Editor enter the English Category since she won last year in the Feature Section - English Competition. It’s so unfair. I trained for the English medium and yet they do this. I haven’t even tried writing an article using Tagalog as medium. Goodluck to me. >_> I want to tell her..”Sige na, ikaw na magaling. Ikaw na lahat. >_>” But of course, I’m a “kind” person. >:E And I’m not looking for trouble. It’ll just lead to awkwardness in our working atmosphere. =3 Hah. Damn.. had to repeat the download. It stopped at 87%…@_@ And to top it all off…my playmate got dced. Faggin’ gg client. Hamachi failed meh. >:E

Oh well.. That’s all..At least for now..

I’m craving for the chocolate L likes so much!! XD

Ja ne~

xXalyXx

Sooo yeah…I was tagged by Rei-nee [although I wasn't even running..D: errr...nuu corny joke. @_@ if you don't get it, leave it as it is. dun let me rot your brain cells. =3]

Hai. so here we goooo~

ABCs~

A - Age: 9 15

B - Band Listening To Right Now: L’Arc~en~ciel

C - Career: Tambay.ö Lol. erm. Student? XD Ok..career as a student.. trying hard theater actress, trying hard chorale singer, trying hard feature writer*slash*editor, trying hard smart student, trying hard everything. XD

D - Drink or Smoke: I drink water.ö Smoke? Does the smoke produced by PUVs that smoke belch count? ö

E - Easiest Friends To Talk To: Hmmm…No one.ö I tend to not talk about what I really want to say. ;D Erm..My pillow perhaps? And a few stuffed toys. XD

F - Funniest Moment: My existence. LOL.

G - Gummy Bears or Gummy Worms: Both! anything gummy ftw!!

H - Have a Boyfriend: Who wrote this meme? Forgot to put a space between Boy and friend. XDDD~

I - In love: with YamaPi..<3 GACKT. XD and and bishies~ lolol. And and…XD Lol. XD and sleep..=3 but sleep doesn’t love me. ;_; I am the forsaken admirer of Morpheus. *cries*

J - Junk Food You Like: Junk foods? Erm.. Fries? XD

K - Kids: are annoyingly cute. XD

L - Longest Ride Ever: From Singapore to Malaysia..5 hours bus trip. x_x

N - Names For Your Future Kids: I don’t really contemplate on such things. XD

O - One Wish You Have Now: to get some sleep. D:

P - Phobias: Death.

Q - Favorite Quote: “Do not lead me into temptation; I can find my own way.”

R - Reasons To Smile: When I have my real friends around and my family. Even if we’re not doing anything.  c:

S - Sleeping Hours: 12:something AM - 6:00 AM [School days] 12:something AM - [depends on rehearsal/class/whatever event sched during] [Weekends]

T - Time You Woke Up: 6:05 am. ö

U - Unknown Fact About You: If it’s unknown up to now, why oh why would I want it to be known? =P

V - Vegetable You Hate: Any kind of stringed beans! Even plain beans. >:E Wait..are they even veggies? XD

W - Worst Thing About You: Irritated easily, Perfectionist.

X - X-rays You’ve Had: Some time during May. Had a sprained ankle after rolling down the stairs. XDDD

Y - Yummy Foods: Anything Japanese-Chinese-Vietnamese is yummy. <3 Strawberry Jell-O~XD

Z - Zodiac Sign: half-Scorpio, half-Sagittarius. Believe me..that kind exists..Some say Scorpio ends on my bday..some say Sagit starts on my bday. So it’s 50:50. XD Born on the Year of the Sheep(?)Ram. o.o

And that’s that~ tentenenenenenen~XD

I taaaaaaaaag..everyone who sees this. XD I command you to leave a msg on my cbox!! XD

That’s all. So very tired.

Goodnight.Ü

xXalyXx

07-29-07

Aww. I have classes again tomorrow. That sux.

I didn’t get to enjoy my long weekend..@_@

Wednesday: half day lang pasok~ but i have rehearsals so i ended up going home at around 4. suxx.

Thursday: no classes. but i needed to pass my dlsu forms so arwin, tricia, armand and me went to dlsu-m to pass then went to ust because arwin was gonna pass his form. wasted a chance to pass mine because i haven’t arranged my ust form yet. which makes me a sakky person. ~_~

Friday: no classes. but my mom was having an executive check-up later that day and she asked me to stay with her in the hospital till the next day. i couldn’t effing sleep in the hospital because it was damn cold. >_> i already wore a jacket over my sleep wear and jeans underneath..then i used 2 quilts..but to no avail. the nurse said we can’t change the aircon settings because it was centralized. crappy. @_@ to top it all off..i missed seeing pluto! rarrrr!!

Saturday: It took us hours to check out of the hospital…as usual..staff there was slow just like 2 years ago..you need to follow-up for like..a million times! >_> sis came with her boyfriend..brought me a box of krispy kreme..[yummm~] missed the crash course for UPCAT exams and the mock exam.. [which i highly regret, by the way. T_T] dad picked us up at Cardinal Santos…then i persuaded my mom to go to G4…so my dad dropped us off at landmark..bought a new bag~<3 then went to G4 alone…went to the IG eb secretly. o.o;; [so badddd.] but only for 20 minutes? but it was worth it. =3 although i had my usual shyness attack. i suck at ebs. T_T;; went home..bought mysef a box of california maki..<3

Saturday night: got home then edited all articles..passed to my boss..@_@ did my social studies homework..chatted with ate lei, shwishie, kuya zyg and ate tiffy [who was playing neopets.ö] went to bed…

Sunday: watched music station @ animax…saw GACKT~ *eeeeee!!! <3* also saw KAT-TUN..then Maroon 5 was there. cooked lunch. ate apples with yuki! <3 read chapter 1 of el filibusterismo..got bored..watched terminator 3 that my dad just saw while browsing the channels..then watched basketball..Philippines beat China although i must say..PH team’s defense? BANEW!!! BANEWWWWWWW!! >:E Went up..browsed the net..and i am now staring at my el fili book..need to do homework but too tired to do so. =3

So yeah. So I didn’t really enjoy my vacation..except for the short short eb I attended and erm..well. XDDD and of course..spending time with my mom..then eating apples with yuki…<3 that was so fun. He likes apples too..<333

Now..I’m listening to L’Arc~en~ciel’s 1993 album..<3 Currently listening to VOICE.

Hmm yeah..got bored so I decided to blog for a change. booo..

That’s all.ö XD

xXalyXx